Depressing Sunday

Last week was an extremely busy time for me. I had to conduct a language course at IMM ( never knew this place existed in Malacca!) for the some government servants. I of course had a lot of fun and laughs with the participants who were really sporting and motivated in their thirst for knowledge. There I was pushing the frontiers of ignorance.

I noticed that I become sad very easily these days...each time someone is upset with me it affects me terribly. I feel as though there is no one else I can turn to. There is no Jasbir anymore. I miss him so much everyday of my life!.

Last 9th March was also one year since Mummy passed away...I cannot believe that time has flown so fast. It is also about 8 months since I lost Jasbir...it is still painful and devastatingly sad. A fleeting happiness...I at least have Aamen but I worry if he is also snatched away from me one day..If there is a hell I guess this is it- at least for me.