Weekend and Oprah

The whole family went to Subang for the weekend to attend an engagement party/dinner and prayers at the Klang Gurdwara and then dinner at the Klang Executive Club.

The only reason I went was to accompany Bapa and I guess I am still not ready to face society who thanks to my outlaws think I am a heartless witch.I dont need and dont want to defend my actions but I think people need to understand the whole picture before poking their nose into my business... what I go through on a daily basis...I know I need to learn to forgive and forget..which I hope to achieve over time.

Anyway watched Oprah interviewing Anderson Cooper and Gloria Vanderbilt on their personal tragedy... I cried throughout the whole session as I reminded me how I felt losing Jasbir..and what struck me was what Gloria said about there being no closure...and it has been 18 years for them.

Days after Jasbir's death I also felt like committing suicide and joining him but the only reason I held back was Aamen ( I was 8 plus months pregnant by then)...Not a day goes by I dont think of Mine and Aamen's future and what other tragedies are in store in our lives.